When You Think You Had Your Life All Figured Out

Hey! Nulis lagi nih, hehe


Some says, thinking in the shower may bring you magical ideas, or the things you should have said when you fight with other ones, or, just figuring out what you did in life.

Jadi, setelah wisuda, gue kira hidup gue selesai sampai di situ.
Perjuangan akademik tuntas, gue pun ngga akan belajar formal lagi.
Dan saat nulis ini, gue berpikir bahwa sang "hidup" pasti lagi ngetawain gue, sambil bilang

You idiot. I am just about to begin to tell you how your life should be.

Miserable. Yeah. Miserable.

But then, tiga hari sebelum gue menginjak umur 23, gue diperbolehkan mencicipi dunia kerja, di salah satu lingkungan pemerintahan. Links works faster these days.

It was out of my expectation. Out of my reach, actually. Tapi untuk orok yg baru kelar kuliah, orang bakal bilang "yeelah, gitu aja ngeluh lu"

But people, it's not the fatigue that get me out of there 4 months later, but the values.

 Sure, gue belajar banyak dari sana, dari gimana caranya bikin laporan, notulensi, nulis surat, ngeprint, fotokopi, disposisi surat, sampai pinjem nama,  But, once again, values.


Takut karma, gue ngga akan ngomongin ini lagi. Yeah, i do believe that people always get back what they have given to others.